Over The Volcanos

Tonight Jesus, Holy Spirit, God, and I went on another journey. Jesus and I were sitting at a picnic table in the backyard of my old house. My hands were in Yours and I was speaking the lyrics of a song to you. I had to start the song over like four times. We are working on this season, future Bridgette, where we are trying to learn discipline. We are working on trying to just focus for 4 minutes. I am hoping future me is laughing reading this right now because we have this focused thing on lock now…

My Moment With You

As I was sitting in my car, I knew that you wanted to meet with me. I knew that there was something in this moment… that if I rushed, I would miss you. I looked down at the clock, knowing that I had to complete something by 11:00. 10:29 stared at me as I knew I had to get inside to get to wifi and do what I needed to do. But in that moment, I knew that you wanted me to see something. You wanted me to chose You. You wanted me to chose to stay there even though I felt like I had to do something else…

Not In A Hurry

I want to rest in this place. I want to be ok with waiting longer than I ever wanted to for my life to begin. I want to squirm out of this hedge you have so kindly closed me into. At my core, I need to believe that You are God and that You are Good. It doesn’t matter how I feel about my day or how shitty things are going right now. I need to know you are Good. I need to know that You aren’t just good… but You ARE good.

You are the reason for all things good. You are the reason for beauty, and sound, and the worship that fills these pitiful little headphones. You are worthy to be praised because You are worth it. You are worthy of all of my attention, all of my praise, all of my time, all of my talent, all of my brain, and everything in between…